StarliteTheLoyal's Blog

• Hey all.. Miss everyone! ~~UPDATE~~

  3/18/07 4 Comments

  Hey all, its *Starlite -The Loyal.. I miss everyone.

  I havent been on chat in a while.. if you havent already feel free to add me on myspace.

  www.myspace.com/tourmented_byond

  Thanks everyone for all of the support on the job thing.. and I might be fixing to take on 2 jobs at once.. wish me the best.. all this bustn my a$$ is to get me and family to Vegas to see Criss ASAP!

  much Loyal Love,

  *Starlite - The Loyal

  p.s.

  10 months and 6 days til me and my b/f's one yr marker lol.

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• ~~ UPDATE ~~

  3/9/07 3 Comments

  Ok all, so I went to the post office for my interview, and I didnt get the post office job because of a previous wreck I was involved in. I did have an interview yeasterday for a secretary job, but that didnt work out either, instead I got an even better job at the same place. Making $21 an hour YAY ME!!!

  well I will only actually be making $8 an hour, BUT My job is tio call people and set up appointments for my company to go out and check their water system and stuff, and EVERY TIME I get an appointment set up I get $13. And im expected to get at LEAST 1 appointment an hour. Thats $8 plus $13 ='s $21 an hour AWESOME

  I also get Health benefits, 401k plan, weeks paid vacation, commission on the products we do sell if someone from my one of my apointments buys them, tons of little contests, rewards, and bonuses, AND after 2 years working there I will get stocks.

  The more I save the closer I get to seeing Criss in person!

  Today is my frist day on the job, please all wish me luck!

  ttyl, much loyal love,

  *Starlite - The Loyal

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• Awesome!

  3/2/07 0 Comments

  Hey everyone,

  Super exciting news, I have an interview with the post office for and AWESOME job as a mail carrier making $17.51 and hour plus 52 cents a mile. IM SUPER Excited -all PLEASE wish me luck getting the job, I REALLY need it to pay bills and save money to go see Criss in person... UNFORTUNATLEY he has no filiming in FL to do anytime soon, but HOPEFULLY somehow that will change.

  anyways, yea and everythings ok.. my last blog entry was kinda dreary and all, but I know everything will work out for the best.... Its just kinda hard to stay positive all the time lol..

  ANYONE WHO WANTS TO ADD ME ON MYSPACE, I LOVE MAKING NEW LOYAL FRIENDS... SO SEND ME AN ADD, MESSAGE ME, N LEAVE TONS OF COMMENTS AND PIC COMMENTS :) MUCH APPRECIATED AND WILL COMMENT BACK ATCHA LOL
  

  www.myspace.com/tourmented_byond

  Just got new pics.

  Thats all for now just updating everyone..

  Much Loyal Love,

  Always,

  *Starlite - The Loyal

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• Reality

  3/1/07 4 Comments

  Hey all... Ive been thinking about things and in truth my Reality sucks.

  I am waiting to hear back from either the post office or CNA classes to get a job to save money to see Criss, even when I get a job and save the money to go see Criss ill have to wait a year for my first vacation.

  And I lost the 2 people I have consdered to be my best friends for the past 3 years.

  1 of them had a baby (Ezperanza) and is super busy with the baby and all. And 1 of them (Pyro) turned bi and is living with her boyfriend and girlfriend.. Wierd.

  And I kinda feel bad for turning my back on the BI one and I know I shouldnt Judge and all, but she turned her back on her family and friends to be with THEM (her boyfriend and girlfriend who are also dating) like a love triangle, and I just dont agree with it and dont want to be around it. She says she isnt doing any drugs or anything, but I really have my doubts because her boyfriend n girlfriend are super scummy people.

  And 2 years ago when I frist became a loyal it was because I had a SUPER bad experience with the wrong crowd and drugs and all and almost died, and all the people there were suppost to be my friends but NONE of them stepped up. they were all willing to let me die so they wouldnt get in trouble. in the end only ONE of them stepped up and thats only because he had a HUGE crush on me at the time, and had for 3 years. And for 3 years I totally blew him off never thinking he was serious.. but he was the one that really mattered, he stepped up and saved my life...

  and in the end I lost him.... I was super depressed, and my 2 "best friends" or so I thought.. until now (they werent there that day), introduced me to Criss trying to cheer me up and I totally fell in <3 with Criss and his demonstrations.. he really gave me the strength to believe again. And seeing all the Crazy stuff he does really gives me strength in some wierd strange way in knowing that anythign truley is possible.

  Anyways, so I have som issues with Drugs after that.. I dont do them, I dont drink or smoke or do ANY drugs of any kind at all! I even hate taking tylenol or anything else when im sick.

  and Pyro went back to smoking and taking energy pills and everything (which she hasnt done in a long time) and I told her to not bring it around me and she did. and to me thats is PURE disrespect and not something a real true friend would do... so it kinda justifies my reason for nto wanting to talk to her or have anything to do with her BESIDES her turning BI.

  But I dont know HOW to tell her I dont want any part of her in my life until she straightens up and gets her act together...???? And I dont just want to straight up tell her because I would feel like a total wentch! and Ive known her like FOREVER!

  I feel so bad for judging.. but its true.. she has always fallen in <3 with BAD people and in this case 2. Her 2 ex boyfriends before this were BOTH druggies anf when the 2nd one started to quit and get his life together she broke up with him... so based on that am I suppost to think that these 2 people she loves are any different then her first 2 crappy Ex's?

  what would you do???

  I SO Hope when I get my jobs I can go to church, meet new people and maybe make some new friends that will respect me.... im just saying reality really BITES!

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• Hello all

  2/27/07 1 Comment

  Hello everyone! Well, For Some reason I didnt get the email about the site starting, but I think my bulk folder might have picked it up or something... I check the site pretty frequently though so thats a good thing.

  Not Much is going on in my life right now, I am going to start working as either a CNA or a Mail women soon... preferably the mail women though cause its a government career and id be set for life.

  And The first year I am going to save up all of my money and take me and my family to go see Criss in vegas ASAP! So I still have probablly a year to go before I get to meet him in person UNFORTUNATLEY.. But Criss is AWESOME I am going to be a Loyal for life and I cant wait!

  Season 3 sounds TOTALLY amazing, Criss can do anything.. And I am behind him 110%!

  ttyl,

  Much Loyal love,

  *Starlite - The Loyal

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